has revealed how her controversial appearance on Married At First Sight completely destroyed her life.
The 28-year-old teaching assistant, from the Central Coast, was dubbed this season’s ‘villain’ after sharing a nude image of co-star among the cast.
Despite not being charged with any , her actions were compared to ‘revenge porn’ and she ended up losing her job and receiving a barrage of death threats.
In an emotionally charged interview with the, Olivia said she longed for a ‘private life away from reality TV’ and confessed to hitting ‘rock bottom’.
The only saving grace of the experiment has been her relationship with on-screen husband Jackson Lonie, which is still going strong months after filming wrapped.
‘I’m at rock bottom’: Olivia Frazer (pictured) has revealed how her controversial appearance on Married At First Sight completely destroyed her life
‘I’m at the point now where I’m trying to get up off the floor. I’m at rock bottom, and I’m trying to get up,’ she said.
‘No one deserves it. I know that I’m not perfect, but I don’t think anyone who goes on any reality show is perfect.’
Despite quitting social media, Olivia said trolls were able to find her contact details though her former job as a driving instructor, which resulted in a flood of hateful messages.
‘Every time someone messages one of my loved ones something awful, I feel like I’m getting kicked back down. I’ve had death threats sent to my personal phone number and I’ve had many on Facebook,’ she said.
Moving on: In an emotionally charged interview with the No Filter podcast, Olivia said she longed for a ‘private life away from reality TV’. The only saving grace of the MAFS experiment has been her relationship with ‘husband’ Jackson Lonie (left), which is still going strong
Feeling the strain: Olivia looked downcast while taking her dog for a walk near her home on the NSW Central Coast on Monday
‘Not just kids I used to teach, but parents [messaged me] to call me a pig, a delusional t**t… I think that was the breaking point, when I started getting texts to my phone, because I’d removed myself from online.
‘That was really, really breaking point. People that I know, saying I’m disgusting, and they’re mortified they let me teach their kids to drive.’
Olivia is now too afraid to leave the house by herself, adding: ‘My partner has to go grocery shopping with me. When I was working, I was working from home. It’s just terrifying.
‘And when I have gone out, I’ve had very few positive experiences with the public. And many awful ones – too many to count.’
Can’t hide: Despite quitting social media, Olivia said trolls were able to find her contact details though her former job as a driving instructor, which resulted in a flood of hateful messages
While she’s happy to have found the love of her life on the show, Olivia said she would never recommend going on Married At First Sight.
‘Do not do it. Run. Run,’ she said when asked what she would tell applicants for next year’s season.
‘If it’s meant to be, and if you’re meant to find the person that you love, you will find them some other way. If it’s meant to be it will be.
‘If you want to go on there for fame, infamy, whatever other reasons – just know that there will be people on there who play the game better than you. And it’s not worth it. It’s absolutely not worth it.’
Olivia revealed on 2Day FM’s Hughesy, Ed & Erin last month she had lost her job at a prestigious Sydney school ‘as a direct response’ of her behaviour on the show.
Warning: While Olivia is happy to have found the love of her life on the show, she told host Mia Freedman she would never recommend going on Married At First Sight
While she hopes to resume teaching someday, she admits she may have to change careers in light of recent events.
‘I know I have a very, very bright future. I have a real wedding, and babies – hopefully soon – to look forward to,’ she said.
‘I know I will find myself in a fantastic career, whether or not that is teaching. Teaching is a very hard dream to let go of, but if I have to I will be okay. I will find something else.’
She added: ‘I have so much to live for, and I’m definitely in the eye of the storm but I know I will get through it, bokep Jilbab and have a very happy life – a very private life, very far away from reality TV.’
While Olivia was originally portrayed as the innocent bride who could do no wrong, the tide turned after a bitter feud erupted between her and rival bride Domenica Calarco.
Battle of the brides: While Olivia was originally portrayed as the innocent bride who could do no wrong, the tide turned after a feud erupted between her and rival bride Domenica Calarco